God is allmighty. God is good. Why then is there so much evil in the world? Can there really be a God when there is so much evil in the world?

It's as if many seekers and religous professionals take it for granted that we can't answer these questions, instead of going inward and feeling their own answers.

Imagine this phenomenon in some other area, as baking a cake or photosynthesis. If we want to find out something about baking a cake or photosynthesis today, we obviously search for answers in books or on the net, we ask friends, family or professionals. We ask those who have the knowledge and can provide a logical and clear explanation.

The explanations are there. The question is, if we are ready to absorb the knowledge? Do we really want the answers? Do we have the energy to listen?

Ask yourself this. If you were God, how would you present yourself and the world to mankind so they would understand that you are God, embrace you in a good way and not be terrified? Didn't God try when he sent his own "son" Jesus to Earth, to explain the message of love to us? We all know what happened.

Esoteric information isn't as dramatically appealing as the descriptions of the life of Jesus. It demands more from us. But through the Esoterics, higher worlds try to give us a timeadapted, detailed information about the context we live in. Everything is served in a, mostly understandable, but rather extensive written material. It's up to us what we do with it. Do we want to go on living in uncertainty or do we want to "know"?

During a major life crisis in the beginning of the 21:th century, I felt compelled to find answers to my questions: How could it be this way? How much was I responsible for the events? Is there something like fate? Are there things or events that we can't influence, that just have to happen, and so on.

The questions were many and the answers few. I thought that I had good qualifications to get through this situation. Both plenty of, and adequate education, plus a substancial life experience. I had been through a lot and heard other people talk about their lives. Yet I felt a pressing need to know more. Get more answers. Answers who could be scrutinized.

To make a long story short, I searched most there is to find within religion and New Age for a few years. I already knew regular psychology. The answers I looked for were nowhere. I am critical, scientifically scolared, and these systems weren't explaining, or logically coherent enough.

I almost gave up hope on finding any answers, when I had the "luck" to listen to Anders Robertsson at a rare occation, when he talked about his experiences and his view of the world at Spiran - The spiritual society in Linköping.

What he said went right into my heart, or brain, or both. Instantly I felt that this met my expectations. It seemed to be potential to find the kind of answers I was looking for.

I wanted to find out more, and I obviously wasn't alone, because we became a lovely group of 5-10 people who still meet under the leadership of Anders and Mats. To begin with we got a solid review of the Esoteric basics. Just that, to get the basics in an easy and coherent way, is something I believe is important to have more people managing reading Esoteric litterature. There really is some to choose between!

With this basic knowledge it's easier to choose what you are interested in, and put it into a context.

I don't read as much litterature now as I did in the beginning. Now I think more instead. By the Esoterics you can understand yourself and the world around you in a whole new way. You get a totally different perspective on most events in life, for example when you realize that all the misery in the world isn't "unfair" but only a result of a spiritual healing process and development of the mind. Of course, this shouldn't stop us from counteract the miseries, but to always do our best in all situations. Obviously we all benefit from that.

As I have mentioned, during the first 40 years of my life I was passively resisting most spiritual matters. I thought "it must be something one needs to protect oneself when things get hard", like a teddybear. And "it would be better if they found a more realitybased way of handling their crisis".

Now I realize, this does not have to be the case at all. Sure, it can be like that, but maybe just as often it's not.

Now I also understand, that it's just in the crisis most of us have the ability to open up spiritually. That's when we, by necessity, realize we can benefit by throwing our old ideas in the garbage, and learn something new. As long as we don't see any bigger problems we find no reason to change, and we go on in the same old tracks.

Now I can see that everything that happens to us is planned. Nothing happens by coincidence. Everything is a part of our individual life plan. In most life plans there are a number of different paths to choose between. In that manner you can understand what we call "the free will". In most cases we can, to a large degree, control what we want our lifes to look like, what will happen, how to react etc.

It's important to remember, there are things beyond our control. Certain events are firmly placed in our life plans in order for us to learn.

In my back mirror I can see how I got prepared for the crisis I mentioned earlier.

The year before there started to appear "very thin screens or movies in the air" with material/information that I didn't understand at the time. Later on I realized that what I had seen gave me a background to the crisis I was going through. Thanks to this, I easier processed and got through my difficulties.

By different channels, I have got the information that many exciting, spiritual challenges await me in the future.

During the time I get guidance in my dreams. Both to myself and to others. "Chance" led me to a programme in dream interpretation. Just as most, I earlier thought that dreams are no more than processing events in life. With knowledge in symbols and dream interpretation a whole new world opens up, with both good advice and pure prophecies.

This source is open to everyone. The more interest you show the more information gets availiable.

This applies even to the most confirmed scientist!