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M O
| Birthplace: | 1956 in Backaryd, Blekinge, Sweden | | | | Teacher,
master of science in
physics/mathematics | | | | Interests: | Esoterics
Trekking in mountains and nature
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As a child I was quite normal in one way, but not in another. My first
memories goes back to before 1,5 years of age, and I learned to count,
read, and write at three. This may not be absolutely normal, but apart
from that I was a regular boy, maybe relatively active and curious.
My
first memories of something "supernatural" goes back to the
early teens. Doors silently opened up behind my back although they were
properly closed. "People" turned up in my bedroom after going
to bed at night, and suddenly dissapeared again. This really scared
a poor little 13-year old boy, but after a while I got used to the strange
state I seemed to enter sometimes after going to bed. The unpleasant
figures also dissapeared eventually, but the strange state came back
to me from time to time. Many
years later I realized this was my first introduction to the astral
levels. At that time I pushed all such thoughts away, and tried to live
a normal life. I studied to become a teacher and got a job in Huskvarna. In
one way I have been a searcher all my life, even if that part of me
often ended up in the background when I was younger. This changed all
together in 1987. I started to read "metaphysical litterature" and a
little more than one year later, in feb 1989, I got my first out of
body experiencies. At
that time I realized the ability to leave the body had been with me
since my early teens, without knowing it. I also noticed that the
reoccurring dream, who had been following me for many years, now
dissapeared. In this dream I walked from one room to another in a big
house searching for something, without finding it and without knowing
what I was searching for. Now I didnīt need this dream any more. I had
found what I was looking for. |
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For
a number of years I studied a lot of spiritual litterature, but something
within kept pushing me on. It wasnīt until I found books like
the esoterics of Blavatsky, Bailey and Laurency that I could feel I
had really found something of great value. Here I was presented a system
that corresponded to my mind and my experiencies. Here I couldnīt
find any objections. For
a large part of the 1990-ies and up till today a kind of raising kundalini
energy has opened up chakras and energy channels in my body. This process
is still ongoing, and can sometimes be quite marked and even painful.
At the same time my obe:s have deepened. In the beginning I got a number
of evidence, that clearly showed me I actually left my body, and that
it was no hallucinations of any kind. I saw places and events outside
of my body, that I could later check and verify, until there was absolutely
no doubt anymore. Donīt think I didnīt question the whole
thing to begin with. After
this I got lifted up to higher levels. I have been allowed to visit
different astral planes, and I have learned that the lower ones should
be avoided. The discarnate enteties living there are confused and sometimes
even hostile. On higher levels itīs much more pleasant, and can
also be stunningly beautiful. What I have seen of mental planes are
different rooms with working people, sometimes with electronic equipment.
The inhabitants on these levels have presented great clarity and wisdom. Nowdays
I have retired from my work, but the energies still can work quite hard
in my back and the chakras. Lots of symbols and messages during
the nights. Sometimes the energy gets so strong that it affecs my
mobility. But i know that it's for my long term good, cleaning up,
opening for still higher energies. M O | |