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I could probably say that my growth on the plains in Skåne some 50 years ago was fairly normal, with deacent parents who had both feet on the ground. As far as I can remember there was nothing in my chilhood that would imply any spiritual interest, even if the first book I borrowed from the library, at the age of six, was about UFO:s and that I very early tried to explain to my parents that "Jesus was an astronaut who really withholded two individuals". All spiritual matters was something I had placed in the religion with its dogmatic views. I have probably had a more scientific approach to reality with its, although seeming, possibility to explain how things really are.

After finishing my studies at the Technological University I moved to Linköping in 1981 and took a job as an engineer. I have lived here since then, doing all kinds of things. Always curiously searching for something new and always with a technical, practical view.

It wasn´t until 1989 I came in contact with "spiritual" matters. It all started when some friends asked me if I had ever left my body. Left my body? That´s not possible! How can you do that? Even if the subject had raised my interest I let it go for the moment. A couple of weeks later I spontaniously got my first out of body experience. After a few additional weeks a very loving lightbeing came and talked to me.

What was this? Had I gone crazy? Or had I missed something important? At that time I didn´t understand the meanings of those phenomenons, and maybe I still don´t, but as a researching engineer I wanted to "survey" and understand, so here started a time of intensive studies of "spiritual" litterature, that I have kept on doing since then. In the beginning I read almost anything that came in my way, but now I´m fully focused on the esoteric litterature, which has given me a system in line with my experiencies, and at the same time providing a reasonable explanation to what´s important in life. In the beginning I also seeked actively in associations and groups like the spiritualists without finding what I was looking for. A couple of close friends who have had simular experiencies have been a great support to me.

All the time the strange experiencies in and out of the body with visits on higher planes and in different worlds and states have continued. There has also occasionally been more meetings with different lightbeings and other higher beings. Several times I have been transported to "ships" where others, with great interest, have been investigating and experimenting with my energy system, with the purpose to "develop" me. A large part of my teaching now takes place during sleepeing dreams and in special rooms in higher worlds, or by direct contact during meditation.

Among other things I have recently been "taught" how the so called time works, where one can dislocate, prolong and shorten our relative time frame. Probably completely impossible for us to understand in our low dimension, but very fascinating.

I have understood that I very rarely have been given any experiencies for my own pleasure. They have almost always had a "higher" purpose, even if a couple of pieces of music seem to be composed for me.

By this work of beings and energies from higher worlds during a long time my energy system have gradually opened up, at which some latent abilities have been activated and some intuition has started to appear.

This opening of the energy system or raising kundalini, hasn´t only been positive, but during long periods meant great agony, before I learned to live with and handle the new energies. The physical body has periodically taken damage, at which I have been almost completely beaten.

There is no doubt these, in some cases shaking experiencies meant that I have changed as a person. From being a rather egocentric type, caring little for others, I have started asking myself what I can give to others instead, both in terms of life wisdom, caring and esoteric knowlegde. And I believe that I have found one of my purposes with life here, spreading esoteric knowlegde as good as I can, in the form of lectures, study circles, texts and even help others handling their energy systems by for example a raising kundalini. Or it´s enough just to be at hand listening to people with simular experiencies and questions.

To summarize, you could say that my "spiritual awakening" has made me reflect over what an absolutely thrilling place we live in, with all its worlds and dimensions and with its more or less complex inhabitants as actors on different levels, forming a gigantic unity that we, if we are patient, can expect to take part in.

A R